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Monday, June 27, 2005 6:27 PM
whew...gonna catch my breath for a moment here...been pia-ing my hmwk for almost the whole of yesterday...o_o onli slept aft 3 am...sigh. should learn my lesson by now and do some hmwk everyday...or every sunday would be like yesterday. O_o...25 pics and a shoebox. did the five pics of collages last..(around 2 am) so by then my fingers were spastic and i just tore wadeva paper was in front of me and stuck it onto the stupid piece of thin yet freaking expensive layout paper. this course is burning up all my money. i feel almost as if i'm burning those paper money at a chi funeral...just throwing and throwing and throwing the money in. ......talking about funerals...dont noe y...but the other day (think it was a friday..mm. yup. b4 i met with the 4d1 ppl for initial d) i started thinking about my grandpa (yeye) while i was in the train. he died in april...i just. kept thinking of him during that train ride. i thought...if i ever saw him again, what would i do? what do i say? funny thing was tat i could onli picture him really far away from me. like in the midst of the crowd, away from me. then i'd picture myself trying to catch up with him but never actaully able to. its funny how come he never seems to be able to stand near me, next to me. if onli we could just talk more. i'd tell him about god. yah...i tink just thinking of my non-christian friends n family not going to heaven with me disturbs me. i rmb when i was in the tabernacle at east coast durin the gb camp, at the place just before we enter into the sacred room (o.o is tat wad u call it?...oops. i forgot >..<), where u are supposed to sit n pray bout something tat u're really concerned about. i tink it was yeye's death tat realli got me so moved and caught up with saving the nonchristians....so yup. i prayed for all of them. i think i was really really touched then. just couldnt stop crying. i was crying till i shook...i've never felt his presence so strong before...^_^. To God be the glory, and may i shine for him. :)hmmo. yesterday mummy said sumthin...um. how do i explain this? she said 'i'm so proud of you, yan yan.' although i was like '=/ ..? wad? ' but i think i roughly got wad she meant. haha. i think she's happy i'm an artist. (o.o more or less la hor.) okok. i'm an art student. ya...tat sounds more like it. i tink...she kinda likes it that i took this route. something diff from my frens and family. (my sis is studying life sciences in nus)..when i was still making my decision of going to nyp..i think she kinda doubted my judgement. it was quite obvious from the way she asked ques...like 'are you sure?..dont regret ok?' ...ya. =.=...BUt....i think tat now she knows i really made this decision on my own, and that i'm not just following my friends (T_T almost all in jc...'lonely~ i feel so lonely~ : mr akon x) ' ), and she's proud of me for doing ....not exactly good, but OK....in my course ^_^. yay~! haha. she's the sweetest thing ever. i'm sure she's my no.1 fan too x) ...haha! she'd go like, 'if you wan me to pay for ur materials...you must photocopy all the nice pics u draw and gimme ok??? if not, no money for u. 'haha. wad a weird mummy. i'm lovin it~ x))aaaah. got this craving for mac's ice lemon tea now...oo ya. i tink i had better rite down wad progs i haf on. o_o its so messy. tml, meetin clarence aft sch, wed: goin to watch 'a lot like love' x) , thurs: meet miss lee at 10am...o_0 hmm. where ah?...better rmb to ask chee hui or amos...& gonna do grp work aft tat, fri: meetin early to do angelina jolie stuff.just hope that the time consuming assignments wld just stop coming. STOP STOP STOP. oo ya. x) kinda happy the lecturer showed my colour theory assg to the ppl today.haha. god really blesses me~! to think she'd pick mine o_o when i wrote 'track 1' ...it was supposed to be 'track 4'....so my pic didnt actually suit the music...weird. and LOL. the funny part was that she said i harmonised my pic with a balance of cool n warm colours, where cool refered to blue. i was like o.o huh?? since when did i use blue in my pic?? it must have been black that she saw o.o. haha. can see she was kinda...crappin bout the pics she showed. =x don really like tat lecturer. speaks funny, and she goes 'duno'. isnt tat topic wad she's supposed to teach? how can she go 'i duno' ??....=/righto. i shall go eat now. the food smells goood~(>..< sometimes i wish i'd stop thinking about mr blueb)
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whew...gonna catch my breath for a moment here...been pia-ing my hmwk for almost the whole of yesterday...o_o onli slept aft 3 am...sigh. should learn my lesson by now and do some hmwk everyday...or every sunday would be like yesterday. O_o...25 pics and a shoebox. did the five pics of collages last..(around 2 am) so by then my fingers were spastic and i just tore wadeva paper was in front of me and stuck it onto the stupid piece of thin yet freaking expensive layout paper. this course is burning up all my money. i feel almost as if i'm burning those paper money at a chi funeral...just throwing and throwing and throwing the money in. ......talking about funerals...dont noe y...but the other day (think it was a friday..mm. yup. b4 i met with the 4d1 ppl for initial d) i started thinking about my grandpa (yeye) while i was in the train. he died in april...i just. kept thinking of him during that train ride. i thought...if i ever saw him again, what would i do? what do i say? funny thing was tat i could onli picture him really far away from me. like in the midst of the crowd, away from me. then i'd picture myself trying to catch up with him but never actaully able to. its funny how come he never seems to be able to stand near me, next to me. if onli we could just talk more. i'd tell him about god. yah...i tink just thinking of my non-christian friends n family not going to heaven with me disturbs me. i rmb when i was in the tabernacle at east coast durin the gb camp, at the place just before we enter into the sacred room (o.o is tat wad u call it?...oops. i forgot >..<), where u are supposed to sit n pray bout something tat u're really concerned about. i tink it was yeye's death tat realli got me so moved and caught up with saving the nonchristians....so yup. i prayed for all of them. i think i was really really touched then. just couldnt stop crying. i was crying till i shook...i've never felt his presence so strong before...^_^. To God be the glory, and may i shine for him. :)hmmo. yesterday mummy said sumthin...um. how do i explain this? she said 'i'm so proud of you, yan yan.' although i was like '=/ ..? wad? ' but i think i roughly got wad she meant. haha. i think she's happy i'm an artist. (o.o more or less la hor.) okok. i'm an art student. ya...tat sounds more like it. i tink...she kinda likes it that i took this route. something diff from my frens and family. (my sis is studying life sciences in nus)..when i was still making my decision of going to nyp..i think she kinda doubted my judgement. it was quite obvious from the way she asked ques...like 'are you sure?..dont regret ok?' ...ya. =.=...BUt....i think tat now she knows i really made this decision on my own, and that i'm not just following my friends (T_T almost all in jc...'lonely~ i feel so lonely~ : mr akon x) ' ), and she's proud of me for doing ....not exactly good, but OK....in my course ^_^. yay~! haha. she's the sweetest thing ever. i'm sure she's my no.1 fan too x) ...haha! she'd go like, 'if you wan me to pay for ur materials...you must photocopy all the nice pics u draw and gimme ok??? if not, no money for u. 'haha. wad a weird mummy. i'm lovin it~ x))aaaah. got this craving for mac's ice lemon tea now...oo ya. i tink i had better rite down wad progs i haf on. o_o its so messy. tml, meetin clarence aft sch, wed: goin to watch 'a lot like love' x) , thurs: meet miss lee at 10am...o_0 hmm. where ah?...better rmb to ask chee hui or amos...& gonna do grp work aft tat, fri: meetin early to do angelina jolie stuff.just hope that the time consuming assignments wld just stop coming. STOP STOP STOP. oo ya. x) kinda happy the lecturer showed my colour theory assg to the ppl today.haha. god really blesses me~! to think she'd pick mine o_o when i wrote 'track 1' ...it was supposed to be 'track 4'....so my pic didnt actually suit the music...weird. and LOL. the funny part was that she said i harmonised my pic with a balance of cool n warm colours, where cool refered to blue. i was like o.o huh?? since when did i use blue in my pic?? it must have been black that she saw o.o. haha. can see she was kinda...crappin bout the pics she showed. =x don really like tat lecturer. speaks funny, and she goes 'duno'. isnt tat topic wad she's supposed to teach? how can she go 'i duno' ??....=/righto. i shall go eat now. the food smells goood~(>..< sometimes i wish i'd stop thinking about mr blueb)
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