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Saturday, August 06, 2005 2:33 PM

is it really that hard? cos i'm startin to think so. :( it just comes and goes. i'll never understand it. :( ...

it wasn't a very good day yesterday.
it started off good, though. woke up feeling all high about the Festival of Praise (oh yeah, man! Hillsong and Delirious TOTALLY rocks.). had a very fruity salad that my mum prepared then headed off for colour theory. it was good...the teacher - (can u blive it??? he drew hao gong ming pics!!! i tink he lied to me when he said he doesnt make a lot of money. imagine the loyalties he's recieving! haha. kinda interesting, come to tink of it, to haf hao gong ming illustrator as my teacher) - asked me to show him my work then he commented on it...telling me how to improve. he's so nice! when i was in the midst of editing it the way he wants, i had to return the tablet pen....and suddenly he tells me i can hand the assg in nx week instead!!! :) hehe. he's so nice~

aft colour theory, i grabbed my darling ham mayo sandwich, then headed off to kallang. then the bad things start to happen. we all got out of the station barriers....then realised samuel was still lookin for his wallet. aft a few frantic mins....still no wallet found. there was 'OH SHIT!!!' written all over sam's face and i felt horrid too. my heart was screaming 'oh dear God!!! why let this happen when we were just headed off to have a happy time with u?'...sigh. sam had his joker face back on aft crapping around with us while waiting for the shuttle bus to SIS, and only then did i start to feel better.

Hillsong opened the concert and oh yeah. they were GOOOOOD. XD ! never heard of Delirious before, but they were fab too. xD ! the lead singer's so cute! haha. fiona was a lil' crazy bout him too. cute smile, nice eyes, amazing voice (deep n sexyyyy~ woooots~!! haha)...and praise was goooood. i know god must have been there...but maybe bcos i was worrying about sam n zach so i didnt enjoy myself as much as i cld haf. i toked to zach on the way home..he seemed fine with it. he's catholic aft all. but sam must haf felt awkward. maybe fiona n i shldn't haf called him along aft all...:( sigh.

then there was the trip home too. the damn train left so early there was no train to bring us home. so we had to take a cab. as if i wasnt broke enuff. shit it all.

shared a cab with zach and amos. toked about stuff and it felt good :). no awkward silence. nice.

i was the last to alight. T_T ...i cant complain they're not gentlemanly or sumthin...i mean, i do live at the other end of spore...but sob. i wld haf prefered to go home earlier. turns out tat things COULD get much worse. when the taxi finally stopped, the cabby pressed a button and the damn fare jumped 10 more dollars. shit it. midnite charges. shit it shit it shit it.

didnt haf enuff cash on me so had to run up to get it. and hey hey hey. surprise surprise~ things got worse.

the damned gate was padlocked. HELLOOOOOOoo. u ppl didnt gimme the padlock key so why in the world did u all padlock it???? tried to ring the doorbell as gently as i cld, hoping my maid wld wake up.

not a soul heard the shitty bell.

so i rang it more persistently. still no one. shit it all. so i called my hse...dad woke up to ans it (worse situation EVER). got $10 from him, accompanied by a look a nasty cat would give when aroused from his sleep, then ran down to pay the cabby.

it was such a bad day. felt so discouraged :( ...
is this my test, Lord? i tink i'm on the verge of failing. give me strength, pls. i so desperately need it.

me and my messed up world. sigh.
supposed to go with clarence to help him choose his mum's bday present today...but cldnt make it. supposed to go running with sq on sunday..so don feel like it. and i'm not getting my As !!!! got a B- for drawing (perspective) and a C+ for comm skills. not tat i give a damn bout comm skills, but i'd still rather my report be filled with straight As. i wan my As, dammit. got some last term....but i'm not so sure about this term...my col. theory assg 2 sucks like shit compared to other ppl's, i don't see how apples can be exciting when they're all round (design.fund), i'm not much good at drawing hands, i cant find info on european clothes (u.media), and i've never made a formal presentation before (comm skills).

there goes clara. kick her butt and send her flyin down the drain into a pile of shit.
hopefully there are As in the shit.