mangos again after dinner.yum.

right now i'm having yet another bout of this obsession i had last sem - i'm crazy for my own table. T_T i sound quite pathetic, don't i? for those who are unfamiliar with my hse, what the whole family does is actually do our work on this huge wooden table in the living room. the thing is, my parents are getting old and the wake up so easily -.- esp my daddy. just switching on the main lights for tat giant table (4 white lights) can wake him up already. yes, even if he closes the door. how unreasonable. (i know i sound selfish. let me be selfish here, ok, because i can't say these things to his face.)

so yea. i get scolded everytime he wakes up cos of the light at 3am or something and can't get to sleep aft tat. like, what! i can't choose to stay up to do my work? it's not like i'm playing, for goodness' sake -.- so, tat's my explanation for my obssession for my own table - in my own room. the problem is, where to put the damn table? there isn't space with my *toot toot* brother sleeping on the other side and his toys taking up a whole lot of space. i mean -.- come on. you're sec.3 and still playing with toys?! RARR. i feel steam coming out of my ears and it's weird cos no one has offended me recently. my daddy's been so nice this evening. RARR.

well, if i'm gonna fit a table in, i'll not only have to buy a table, i'll have to buy a loft bed too, so i can fit the table under it. i'm obssessed! surfing the ikea site now. this obsession came back a few hrs ago. after my mango. T_T i want a laptop too. and a tablet.

and just abt everything nice in this stupid, tempting, greedy world.
selfish me. is it really bad? is it really bad to want all these? to want to be like testdrive of deviantart (my favourite character artist ever)? is it wrong to want a tablet, a computer, a whole day all to myself and do what i like?