walk.

today i woke up emo (just a teeny bit) and decided i wasn't hungry.
i must have had a sad dream or something, or maybe it's just reading too much into stuff.
or maybe it's just my damn spoilt handphone. i shall take this opportunity to tell everyone who bothers to read this blog that :
MY HANDPHONE SCREEN IS SPOILT, PEOPLE. Please don't sms me cos i can't read a shit, but calls i still can pick up :)
p.s. timothy, i cldn't read what you sent me!

took my own sweet time just walking ard stoning, and wanted to make coffee to cheer myself up but i forgot to, cos i stoned for too long tat i had to have a rushed bath. then packed a thousand unneccessary things into my bag, all of which i didn't use today. it just killed my shoulder.

oh, please don't get my wrong. my life doesn't suck. i don't think so, and i know it's not so :) i'm just being emo for fun today. hurhur! and if you think your life sucks,
Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.

i trudged off to the mrt station lugging my heavy mind & bag along, then it started to rain. ppl get all wound up about not having a gf/bf, but really, sometimes it just feels so good having the umbrella all to yourself. the silence today was golden for me, sometimes the world is too noisy. or maybe it's just my brother. he was shuffling in and out of the room so loudly i woke up so many times today. rar.

anyhow, cos it was so quiet today, i could hear myself walk. it was a rather slow at first, having needing to step over puddles, but i soon got tired of that and just walked. the crunch of my sneakers got louder and louder, faster and faster.
then i realized that i really do like walking.
it's almost like i have a purpose, i know what i want, what i want to do, i have somewhere to go.
...and i can get there real fast if i want to. if only ppl would pay me to walk. i'd walk my whole life. walking means i have somewhere to go. or at least it means i've already thought of where i wanna go.
where do you want to go?

but! my sch is magic :) once i stepped in, i was no longer emo! or maybe it's just the rubbish ppl i hang out with, haha! my mum always says i collect too much rubbish, maybe if i showed her my friends she'd know why :)
they're the high-priced vintage stuff. lol.
drown myself in work, if i only could.