bwa! (: hello world!

thank you all for the presents, i totally love them!
oddly, i got lots of FOOD this yr, chocolates especially! lol. like, hundreds of them (ok, exaggerating.) But like wow :D does tat mean i'm skinny?! :D yes yes YES??? SAY YES!!!

& lovely mother nature decided she wanted to give me something too, but apparently not just cos i was the birthday girl, cos everyone's getting the flu too!

anyhoo, pictures !

this was taken on 29.10.2007 - celebrated Mr. Old Man's birthday :D (aka scary drunkard =x)


then of cos, 01.11.07!
sq looks erm, retarded (no offence o.o but weird picture eh?!)
clarence looks sleepy
and kailiang looks like, omg! my planar sculpture head for assg 1!


unsuccessful take...


proper! (:


batteries camera man included


and i have to mention sq and kl were really sweet and bought me flowerss!!! like fresh fresh flowers!


kailiang too shy to be photographed with flowers so i only got his back view :(


and this is harold from last tues, lookin pretty cool in zal's jacket!
-smuggles eli away for secret date while he poses-


ok, so i don't really have a lot of photos to show, seems quite repititive T_T sorry people. someone remind someone to bring a proper camera pls!

and today as i was walking home, i started thinking of how i used to enjoy these long journeys home, quiet - alone with my music - on the train, just thinking of nothing or conjuring up odd ideas to write or draw or talk abt, wadever not - and when i've become this urgh, will i say needy(?) person, soft and unfocused.

i used to love that independence, bristling at the thought of having to wait, having to wait patiently, having to waste time when GOSH. There's so much to be done! So much that CAN be done with all that time! So i have thus decided, old clara is far better off, and i'm going back there (:
like, NOW. no time wasted taking slow steps ya! run run run!
don't walk when you can run!

and don't you go lecturing me abt patience, if you could fly you wouldn't run.