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desperate

Sunday, August 21, 2005 11:35 AM

i'm desperate trying to make myself feel better. argh. it started off as a quietly contented kind of day, with me waking up and feeling oh-so lighthearted aft having gone to church ytd and telling rachel bout FOP and the propaganda debate thingy~ sigh. it was a sigh of relief, really. i kept struggling with myself as to whether or not i should really bring them to the SS. finally, talked to rachel ytd and she said she'd help me sell of the SS tics, and agreed tat it wasnt the right time to bring them aft all the nonsense tats been happening.

so yupps, woke up happy happy, ate my ham sandwich AGAIN (u must tink i'm sick, aman, to be eating it everyday) but YES. no more ham for clara to eat. haha. i'm like so sick of it now T_T...

so my parents were supposed to go for my dad's engineer's wedding today in malaysia....when it happened. parents quarreled. shit it. it was no biggy..didnt like shout the house down or wad, but in the end my mum refused to go so my dad left alone. it was not a big quarrel, really. but u know, these things just make u feel a little irritated and somewhat confused as to what you shld be feeling.

so here i sit. babbling on and on and on and trying to waste time and pushing away the nagging thought of the ton of hmwk i have to do.

i'm desperate. where's hyperness?? i NEED it ... hmwk is a breeze when i'm hyper. never seem to be hyper enuff nowadays. :( i tink clara is severely deprived of retail therapy. she needs therapy therapy therapy :(