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Saturday, October 15, 2005 12:09 PM

yesterday, my day started at 7:

i got up early, went with mummy n grandma (popo) for a checkup at the eye centre. my own appointment was postponed. ba.
we spent a long time there, and it felt good tat i was NOT my usual bored self, bcos we hung around that place for about 2 hrs, and i was mostly alone cos mummy had to go with popo into the rooms. i felt unusually high n good-tempered albeit having slept less than 6 hrs. maybe it was the prospect of going on a major shopping spree later? i duno. i'm guessing, cos i'm feeling weird nowadays.

from the eye centre, we took a shuttle out to outram mrt station n walked to chinatown from there. o_o it's surprisingly near. we walked about for grandma's clothes, stopping only to buy those cloud 9 ice lemon tea sweets tat i love so much. they make me think of wei long n xian ming :) !!haha. they used to give me packets of it and i'd finish it off in a day. :) i miss them.

anyway, turns out grandma is as picky abt clothes as i am! hoho! aft she bought a shirt and a pair of pants, we stopped for lunch. bleah. i felt so full but i bought sumthin to eat anyway. beef noodles. and NO. not the normal kind. it was this yellow noodle, the kind for wantan mee, with brown beef sauce. it was so...YUCK. the beef was nthin but fats, and the smell of the beef was overly-overwhelming. i ate up all the vege, 2 spoons of noodles and left the rest there to rot. YUCK. the wheatgrass juice was nthin but sugaredwater too. terrible.

we then sent grandma home, mummy gave her a back rub, then we were off to bugis. it was about 2 by then. i didnt feel like goin to bugis street cos i felt the heat wld ruin my happy mood, so we walked abt bugis junction. turns out there are more than enuff things to shop around there when u're with my mummy when she's loaded. haha! i bought a long-sleeved t, my skorts (!) - skirt on the outside, but hidden shorts on the inside. i will no longer be afraid of strong winds. hoho! - 3 shirts, 2 clips, one 3-quart pants.

mummy appeared to have bought less, but she sure spent more. haha. she bought reallllly pretty pearl earrings and a pearl ring from fie japan.
the earring: it has this dangling pearl in the cup of a rose petal. they use real petals!!! i donno wad they do to make it hard shiny n glittery but it sure looks damn good. haha. she got nice hot pink heels from URS along with other things. mummy was sure in the spending mood ytd.

by 6.30, we were both starved so we gulped down korean chicken bbq real fast and continued walking. seiyu had nthin for us, save for pretty bras... polka dots, graffiti, cows, princesses...u find all sorts of stuff on bras nowadays. hoho!
mummy refused to buy a skirt for me, sayin it's too short. hmm. so we decided our legs need a rest and we headed to eat gelatos (again! haha). this time i tried mint choc and lemon. damn. the lemon is good. sour and lite on my stomach.

:) daddy was a darling and rushed to pick us up although he had a dinner with a fren. reached home at 10.30, so i practically walked the whole day away. hijikata was gorgeous as usual, all coolness and subtle unspoken love and concern for his frens. shannon reminds me of fulle at times, and oh. how i miss fulle. if onli he was in more episodes of the scrapped princess. good things don last v long, i guess.

aft a terribly long bath i lay in bed and tat was when i started feeling ashamed of myself. how i nv appreciate my parents at times. a lot of times. we all accept defiance as a part of growing up, but no. we haf a choice to defy or not. to be rude or not. how many times have i made them worry for me? get angry at me? get upset because of me? then i tot of my grandpa and i know that if they died i would regret every single bad thing i did...or things i did not do for them/to them. it probably breaks their heart when i'm nonchalant to their nagging and when they're trying to talk to me and i don't want to cos i haf work to do. as if tat work is impnt when i go to heaven. even aft i've been so mean and such a bad kid, mummy still loves me so, don mind spending money on me, and papa doesn't stop huggin me just cos i've pushed him away so many times. they ask me wad i want for my bday even before i rmb its comin. i don't think they should treat me so nice. i'm ashamed.

ashamed.