feeling so super slack nowadays aft knowing 3d has been pushed back to nx week. xD gwahaha! i just refused to do work for the past 2 days =x so. erm. someone scare me? lol.

i forgot to blog abt something tat happened a few days ago. i washed a pear and begun eating it. then i saw a bite mark in the pear which i don't remember leaving. i grew suspicious. (with a younger bro and a grandma at home, you can nv be too sure). so i bit off all the bits ard it, then threw it away. i think i'm always like that. i don't know if i made that bite, refuse to face it, beat ard the bush, then throw the whole situation away. i'm always like that.

anyway, had the briefing for the Siggraph trip to NewYork ytd T_T like omg la. $3700?! i don't even dare ask my parents abt it. *_* guilty guilty... omg omg!!! where am i gonna get tat money? who wants to donate to poor me *_*?

i really wanna go for siggraph. ommmmmgggggg. Pixar, EVERYBODY will be there *_* there'll be workshops. there'll be exhibitions. there'll be pros teaching me pro stuff *_* wowwwww. for 5 whole days. and aft tat we'll go touring their studios. how cool is that. where do u ever get to do that?! T_T i wannaaaa go. but i don't dare ask my parents abt it. T_T i'll feel bad. but! i wanna go!!!!!!!!! *whineswhineswhines* shld i. or shld i not ask. T_T i wanna gooooooo. 4k is not a lot is it? (lies to self) T_T go go go go go. i wanna go. go go go go go. gooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

i shld ask my parents tonite...shld i? o_o. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhh. this is torturing. i really wanna go. i really don't want to ask. *_* SIGGRAPH. omggggggggggggggggggggg. *pulls at hair* aaaaarrrrrrggggggggghhh. :( money is not everything, but it sure makes the world go round.