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ok, you know what, what i typed about in the previous entry, is half rubbish. i don'tttttt want those words. any words from anybody. sweet nice words, red angry words, i don't want any. they give you lots to think about, and really, all of it aren't things i want to think about now. i ask God to help me focus on him, but it's really hard sometimes. they're just on your mind ALL the time, whether you like them, or hate them or are jealous of them, or angry at them, or worry for them, it doesn't really matter, you still think about them. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh. i'm so rarrrrrrrr-ed. i feel,
almost inferior.
ok. maybe i am, how can i not be? they're really better, in everyway. you're serious, and so am i when i say this.

everyone who doesn't want messy problems, raise your handssssss!!!!
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