look at this sexy thing.




and omg, i want it so bad! lol. really squirming to get it. i really don't like rushing to finish my work before 11pm ( :[ cos e comp is in my parents' room and they refuse to move it out and i haf to skoot once they wanna sleep )

and i really don't like silly viruses and spyware either -_- my sch's pcs are loaded with them, and i think my external harddisk has gone konky cos of it, arrrgh. and after dabbling with Macs for abt 2 yrs now, i think it's safe to say i really like them ^^ they kinda suck with microsoft word and stuff but animation and color wise, its totally aweeesoome. the color especially, is tip-top and it helps that it comes in a v sexy black color.

if i get it i'll upgrade to a 2GB RAM and 200GB HD~! *_* i'm wonderin if e integrated graphics will be a hassle when i'm running Maya....hmm, but wadaheck, i want it anyway, LOL.

AND, they have student prices!!!! and after upgrading it'll cost like, just S$3100? haha, okay, who am i kidding with the just S$3100...oooooh, if only i cld get my hands on it!!!

but it doesn't seem like a very possible thing now that i might be going to Paris for that prestigious Gobelins Summer Programmmmmeee AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH !!!
this 2 week summer school, i want so much more than a macbook :( my parents are of cos willing to pay (though a teeny bit whiney) cos it holds so much knowledge and exposure...and this i'd be totally disappoointed if i can't go :(

it's like, i'm already shortlisted and if i dont' make it through the selection by Gobelins then...:( it's like they bring your hopes up so they can drop it down.
i rmb they called out names of those shortlisted during e briefing for yr 3, but they didn't call out mine. so on the way back up to the lab, i rmb praying, 'oh God, i really want to go. Would you let me be shortlisted please?' ...then i tot, what the, it's too late, they alr announced the shortlisted ppl.
too late for prayers.

but i underestimated my dear God, because right after i exited the lift, joyce called me to tell me that i'm actually shortlisted but they didn't read my name out for some odd reason and got me to go down to learn more abt it!
Hallejulah! :D isn't God great? so anyhoo, anyone and everyone reading this, do rmb to pray for me that i get into this summer programme yea *_* please *_*

i was looking at the mac bookpro, but after reading the reviews i think i'll steer clear of it. lol. Bulging and dying batteries from almost all the reviews?! No thanks...lol.

gobelins and a maccccbook...*_*

and here's a pic from long ago, on a vormitting tuesday when mada and eli squeezed into e same cubicle as me to see if i'm ok. LOL.

i miss you sweeties!

i'm supposed to start animating scene 1 today, but there's a prob with the rig :( so there's not much to do this weekend. i shld do some drawing eh? i've been touching e mouse for so long i've forgotten how to hold e poor pencil :(

in this final yr project, i can safely say i've stepped out of my comfort zone naked. LOL. i've done so much modelling, i might impress perry. hahaha, as if.
I've done sofas, lamps, doors, cushions, cupboards, pencils, highways, books and whatever. lol. maybe if i put them in my portfolio ppl might be impressed with my ultra low poly cube-like things. HAHA :) oh well, i learnt stuff, that's for sure.

it's 4th now, and i just wanna say, sometimes simple affairs work best :) and i'm happy as i am. hopefully it'll work out for a long long time and we'll always get better and we'll always love God

Praise God because life is good :)

from
the beautiful w880i sony ericsson video that squirmed right in and stayed in my brain:

i want you to know you make me happy
i want you to know you make me sad
i want you to know you make me happy
you are the best thing that i ever had

-The Freelance Hellraisers

when i'm quiet
you'll see

i guess so.

oh oh oh! i forgot to put in this image. hehe.
our very animated french animation teacher, Mr Jacques Deschambeault!



i had an okay day. Nthing fantastic in my days now. Just can't wait to see my dear ppl. i must get everything done by saturday! and make sure i give audrey a big fat hug when she's back. talkin to her online wld be e highlights of my day for the past 2 days. haha! Still, life is good.

Isn't that right, Mr. LG? Hahaha :D

pictures are UP! :D





we look soooo cool xD

sigh.
i think i might soon suffer from withdrawal symptoms :( i miss my hesitant fishbone ppl very very much. They are much more fun. I have a good Final Year team, but zal, perry, eli & mada are still better than other groupings ever ever ever everrrrr. I guess we have what you call 'mo qi' already :( and at least we're pretty sure what each of us plays in the group.

I'm like, doing nuts now, or at least doing the things i'm worst at, and it just irritates me that i have nthin very important and fun to do and i'm not really contributing. then again, i can't do my own work cos that'd just be selfish. so i sit in sch all day modeling and being pretty much unproductive which i really hate. i feel really happy with myself only after i know i've worked hard today. bla bla bla.

i don't know, but our progress seems pretty slow. lol, i bet if perry was there he'd have gone berserk and finished modeling by today =x.

anw, today when zal came by to gimme a visit, i was smiling like mad cos i miss him feeding me his kneaded erasers =x LOL. i rmb when we were tired out during studio project we'd almost take turns to be a little loony to get everyone else goin. bla bla bla. wish this would hurry and be over.

i'm uber glad there's cheryl around though :D food and a pat on the head. thanks a lot, beautiful! you probably don't know you make me feel much better.

then there's stuff to worry about besides work, like someone who keeps writing emo posts and doesn't ans my questions when i ask if he's ok :( , then there are those who got their A lvl results and are feeling sad and there's nthin useless, busy-doing-duno-wad clara can do, then there's this girl who's flown off to china and won't be back till april 11 and i miss her like crazy cos i realize i haven seen her for almost 2 months now and she's supposed to be my best friend and i just really miss her. how can you not have time for your best friend?!

useless.
I MISS YOU AUDREY WONG PUI WUN AND I MISS YOU YEO QIU YI AND I MISS YOU LIM MEI YIN AND I MISS YOU NG SHI QI AND I MISS YOU PANG SHANG YUAN ANDY AND I MISS YOU FAN KAILI AND I MISS YOU YEO KAILIANG.
omggggg.

Grace Kelly - by Mika

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?

everyone go listen to it on youtube! :D (i can't seem to put it on my blog, as in, it'll be a static video and not the normal embedded youtube video.)

write your labyrinth.

Her subterfuge of strength and endurability barely contains moments of weakness.
Many moments.
Like an apocalypse in the midst of good times, sometimes it's really hard to understand and she struggles to grapple with all the incoherent waves. She's seriously lacking congruity.

The word is lacking.

Her ostensible purpose i really do not know, but if really i must say, it's just to type things down.
Bit by bit with her fingertips, like couture, it has no explanation, just spend it away to make herself feel better.
Like vulnerability fleshed out; she can't percieve the world whose undoing has come about faster and with greater voracity than its realization.

By convention, i'll call it _ _ _ _.

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i wanted to upload the pictures of my grp and i wearin our safety helmets and looking so good on presentation day (last thurs) but blogger isn't working well now :( so i'll do it in the next post yea! It's really, truly, a hesitant fishbone production :) :) :)