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Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:06 PM

grrr. my parents keep quarreling nowadays. its almost like an alternate day kinda thing. one day its fine. or at least, seems fine to me. the next day, TODAY, it starts again. its not like they're shouting or wad, but they are just arguing. it makes the atmosphere in the house so tense and arrrrrggggh. it just gets on my nerves. i cant even watch tv in peace. i'll tend to try to tune in to wad they're saying. i mean. tats normal rite. to want to know wads goin on. :(

sometimes i wish my mummy would be more willing to give way. both of them are such stubborn piglets!!!! argh. overheard my dad telling my mum tat whenever they try to talk about it, my mum will exude (not the actual words he used of cos) this nonchalant feel. overheard my mum saying my dad is very hard to please. if she says something, he will think that there is some hidden meaning to it, and if she keeps quiet, my dad will say that she is not trying to solve the prob and is ignoring him.

i mean, yea. i get both sides of the story. i agree tat both make v valid points. :( but come on. this is so. :(

i'm praying really hard everything will just be cool. its getting worse from wad i observe. i've always sympathized with those whose parents are a lil wee bit messed up, and i really don wan to end up pitying myself.

i actually had this goal to be like my parents when i grow up. cos i actually felt tat as they grew older, they seemed to be able to compromise and love each other more and more. but i guess i haven really felt tat way since sunday.

:( i really don wanna end up pitying myself. :(
i tell myself everything will be ok.